Thank You.

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Just like Ed Sheeran’s Tenerife Sea lyrics,
“You look so wonderful in your dress
I love your hair like that
The way it falls on the side of your neck
Down your shoulders and back
And in a moment I knew you, Dey.”

I’ve overcome my biggest fear, even though I havent met your parents and only talk to your brother at last I could go to your house and say sorry I have hurting your feelings before… And all those times I got hurt, all the crying I did, all the pain I felt, all the effort I used and all the fighting I did with my life at stake… and my reward was simply your happiness right now.

I’m going to leave for a while and I hope you don’t have to read this letter but if there’s a one in a million chance you’re reading it now I guess I couldn’t keep my promises.
I told you I’d never leave you.
I said I’ll shed every tears you’ve dropped.
I promised that I’d take photobox with you.
I promised that I’d take you to the edge of highways and said “I love you so much”.
I didn’t keep any of those promises.
Maybe today this blog means nothing to you, but for me it’s everything.
I’m sorry.

Y’know wherever you were, that place was so bright.
I met you,
and I loved you.
Now I have to leave you behind like this.
I’m so sorry.

I heard you’ve got trouble with your lovelive right now.
I hope you could through the obstacles.
I want you to shine brightly.
That’s what I want.
I was trying to come back.
I did everything to come back to you.
But I don’t know do you want me to come back or not.

Hey, if you ever need me to guide your path, need my love or (maybe) even just tinsy little bit missed me, you know already where to find me. (But by chance you don’t know, I’m at the long chair where I usually sat waiting for you to come on our High School, literally.)

Deyana Novariani. I really loved you with all my heart.

“Should this be the last thing I see
I want you to know it’s enough for me
‘Cause all that you are is all that I’ll ever need.”

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I don’t know…

After today’s event, I’m confused now.
What are we?
Have we broken up?
Are we having a break?
What are we?
Should we doing this?
Or shouldn’t we doing this?
Do you want me to catch you?
Do you want me to flies away from you?
Are we going to be couple again?
Are we in the process to be a couple again?

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